Blah, blah, blah. I actually forgot I had this. One of "those" nights when you just make shit out of impulse. haha

Yeah, but music these days... limp bizkit all day. chocolate starfish and the hot dog flavored water is all truth. I feel like I am repeating myself. Hmmm
It serves me justice because i have to work a double this weekend two days in a row and that makes me a sad fuckin panda.

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Somebody to Love, Queen

And then the most amazing person I have ever met... My wonderwall... told me to listen to this song. 

From that moment on, I decided that everything had to be different. And it has been.

I post these lyrics all the time on my myspace. They're just that important. :)

Can anybody find me somebody to love? 
Each morning I get up I die a little 
Can barely stand on my feet 
Take a look in the mirror and cry 
Lord what you're doing to me 
I have spent all my years in believing you 
But I just can't get no relief, Lord! 
Somebody, somebody 
Can anybody find me somebody to love? 

I work hard every day of my life 
I work till I ache my bones 
At the end I take home my hard earned pay all on my own - 
I get down on my knees 
And I start to pray 
Till the tears run down from my eyes 
Lord - somebody - somebody 
Can anybody find me - somebody to love? 

(He works hard) 

Everyday - I try and I try and I try - 
But everybody wants to put me down 
They say I'm goin' crazy 
They say I got a lot of water in my brain 
Got no common sense 
I got nobody left to believe 
Yeah - yeah yeah yeah 

Oh Lord 
Somebody - somebody 
Can anybody find me somebody to love? 

Got no feel, I got no rhythm 
I just keep losing my beat 
I'm ok, I'm alright 
Ain't gonna face no defeat 
I just gotta get out of this prison cell 
Someday I'm gonna be free, Lord! 

Find me somebody to love 
Can anybody find me somebody to love? 

It'll be okay, limp bizkit

I've been listening to limp bizkit since I was in the 6th or 7th grade. I find it amusing because I never realized until recently how angry and deep their lyrics are. Fred Durst and I see eye to eye on a lot of shit. This song... every word of this song describes how I felt when the one person I loved the most broke up with me. Changed my whole life. The ironic part though... I know the first day we ever talked this would happen. No regrets.

It was meant to happen


i just read your letter it says that you'll be gone for a while
everything was gettin' better 

i guess i'm just a fool strung out what to do?

life is through just want to kill myself for you
i wonder just how sympathetic you'll be

you've come to take me under
and i've forgotten all about me

what to do?
my life is through just want to kill myself for you

so tell me why you say goodbye?
and tell me why your fuckin' up my whole life?
yeah, fuckin' up my whole life so,

i'm on my way i leave today
if i get away it'll be ok it'll be ok

i'm looking out a window into a world
that's taken you from me 

and i'm feeling so disgusted how pathet-ic can i possibly be?

what to do?
life is through just want to kill myself for you
so tell me why you say goodbye and tell me why you're fuckin' up
my whole life fuckin' up my whole life so,
i'm on my way i leave today if i get away
it'll be ok it'll be ok

if there's a better place you can take me a better life
you can give me whatever place i can start all over

then i would never need what you gave me 

never need you to save me
and never feel like this life is over 

if there's a better place
you can take me a better life you can give me whatever place
i can start all over then i would never need what you gave me
and never need you to save me and never feel like this life is over
feel like this life is over so,

i'm on my way i leave today
if i can get away

it'll be ok

it'll be ok

WTF

Music is a huge part of my life. Without music, I would be dead. Real Talk. Music lets me know that there are other people who have been where I've been. Seen what I've seen. There are people who understand. Lyrics. Awesome.

So. I want to spread the word of awesome music. Maybe turn you on to a new band or possibly convince you to change your mind about a band you think sucks. Which they may musically, but lyrically you may learn something.

Also, it will help you indirectly get to know me better :)
And if you think this is stupid... I don't give a fuck. double :)

Oh, and please excuse the terrible language that will be used throughout this blog. Their words too. They've got to be used sometimes.. more than others...excessively. Bahaha