Comfortable, Lil Wayne

So my boyfriend and i broke up. Super sad because it doesnt have to be like this. Its not because we dont care for each other (because we REALLY do) but he's got issues and i've got mine but I can't fix his so he'd rather be without me. It sucks :(

I'm not saying this to shake you up
I'm just saying this to wake you up
It's all good when we making love
All I ask is don't take our love
For granted, it's granted
My love for you, is real
Baby if you don't love me
Somebody else will, so baby girl
Don't you ever get too comfortable

Yeah to the left to the left
if you wanna leave be my guest, you can step
feeling irreplacable listen to beyonce
but ok I'll put you out on your bday
now if you rocking with weezay
bedroom in the bank, baby we safe
I got game like E.A.
but I wanna let you play
and dont I treat you like suflai
dont I look at you like a I see a new day
and dont I do, what I do say
I'm threw talking so I'ma let you, face

I'm not saying this to (and let yay do yay) shake you up
I'm just saying this to wake you up
It's all good when we making love
All I ask is dont take our love
For granted, it's granted
My love for you, is real
If you don't love me
Somebody else will, so baby girl
Don't you ever get too comfortable

Yeah let me catch my breath
you talking bout leave baby you aint gone yet
and if you leave, leave correct
and imma send a jet to pick up the next
and if you leave, your leaving the best
so you would have to settle for less
I am no elliot ness, I don't handcuff I dont arrest
I do confess to the virginsy
cause under them sheets I am a mess
yes, baby you blessed
not chess dont jump ya ness

I'm not saying this to shake you up
I'm just saying this to wake you up
It's all good when we making love
All I ask is don't take our love
For granted, it's granted
My love for you, is real
Baby if you don't love me
Somebody else will, so baby girl
Don't you ever get too comfortable

Yeah, it's no sweat no sweat
I will never 1, 2, 3 4-get
About you, your love, your sex
You know I work you out like bowflex
Our jokes. no stress. love.
live life. proceed. progress.
Make sure the neighbors get no rest
We can get together, never disconnect
Your back, your neck
Funny how that song hasen't got old yet - to us.
So let's project, you stay in
Never in - correct
FACE!

Out of My Head, Puddle of Mudd

Old school mudd for the soul. i swear the older i get, the music i listened to has a whole different meaning. I love it!

what is wrong with all my friends
I know that I am unlike them
just another situation
don't hold me back
I don't look up to them

They always act so dirty
they keep themselves so clean
why can't they find the answers
to the questions that are right in front of me
I'm so high, I'm never low
I'll hold the sky, never letting go

Let it go
no ones ever listening
the lines are crossed somewhere between
my head is spinning like a top
I don't know when this shit is going to stop

What is wrong with all my friend?
I know that I am unlike them
They hold me back
They never win
I'm telling you these people arent my friends

[Chorus]

you fill my cup, I'm good to go
so shake me up
go...go...go...

I'm so high, I'm never low
I'll hold the sky, and I'm never letting go
go...go...go...

Trouble Breathing - Alkaline Trio

You told me that you want to die.
I said I've been there myself more than a few times.
And I go back every once in a while.
You called me lucky, you...
You called me lucky.

You said tonight is a wonderful night to die.
I asked you could tell, you told me to look at the sky.
Look at all those stars, look at how goddamn ugly the stars are.

It's one or another.
Between a rope and a bottle.
I can tell you're having trouble breathing,
'Cause you'll never be o.k. (you'll never be o.k.)
You'll always be in pain.
You'll always feel this way.
'Cause things they never work out right (the wrong way, the lonely way).
You'll always be in pain.

You told me that the daylight burns you
And that the sunrise was enough to kill you.
I said maybe you're a vampire.
You said it's quite possible, I feel truly dead inside.

It's one or another.
Between a rope and a bottle.
I can tell you're having trouble breathing,
'Cause you'll never be o.k. (you'll never be o.k.)
You'll always be in pain.
You'll always feel this way.
Cause things they never work out right (the wrong way, the lonely way).
You'll always be in pain.

Don't forget to let your life rot you inside out.
Don't forget to let your life rot you inside out.
Don't forget to let your life rot you inside out.

Choke Me - THE USED

As of now I'm down straight up
And I can turn to the box for some peace
Or a box for a piece
Or a box for a smoke
But they're all gonna choke me


You're so crazy
Enough in a way that I'll probably say you destroyed me

It's like a fucking drug deal
I'm sitting here waiting
I'm calling you back
and you won't call me back
and it's fucked up, but at the same time it just made me want you even worse.

For awhile I was cleaner than now
Then I started to destroy myself
With things that I love now the things that I hate
Until it finally broke me

You're so crazy
Enough in a way that I'll probably say you destroyed me

Fuck my ass
Choke me

As of now I'm down straight up
And I can turn to the box for some peace
Or a box for a piece
Or a box for a smoke
But they're all gonna choke me

You're so crazy
Enough in a way that I'll probably say you destroyed me

Noise and Kisses, The Used

Man, i'm on this used kick. i found my old school shirt this morning and now i'm like all gay and shit. haha so yeah check it

Look in my eyes
I'm jaded now whatever that means
by sharing these things
I rip my heart out
it's worth my time
whatever that means...so

hard to see up
my neck feels stiff until I wake up
the orange I choked
and back to my neck
it's worth my time
whatever that means....so

share with me
cause I need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather starve now
if you won't open up

give it to me
give me all... whatever you want
it's never been me
to want this much from you
I can see
Yeah

share with me
cause I need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather starve now
if you won't open up
you won't open up

it tears me up
it tears me up
it tears me up
it tears me up

look in my eyes
I'm jaded now whatever that means
by sharing these things
I rip my heart out
it's worth my time
whatever that means...so

share with me
cause I need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather starve now
if you won't open up
won't open up

AND THEN THE NEXT SONG....

Nobody - Keith Sweat

So my life is all crazy and guys actually confess and profess their love to me via song. I actually think its pretty cool, but creepy at the same time. maybe one day the "one" for me will sing me this song, because its a good one, dirty, and lyrically explaining me.

I want to tease you
I want to please you
I want to show you baby
That I need you

I want your body
'Till the very last drop
I want you to holler
When you want me to stop

And who can love you like me (nobody)
Who can sex you like me (nobody)
Who can treat you like me now, baby (nobody)
Nobody, baby (nobody)
And who can do it like me (nobody)
And who can give you what you need (nobody)
Who can do you all night long (nobody)
Nobody, baby (nobody)


I want the night
For me and you
So come here baby
And let me do it to you

Don't be afraid
'Cuz I won't bite
I promise to give it to you
Just the way you like

And who can love you like me (nobody)
Who can sex you like me (nobody)
Who can lay your body down (nobody)
Nobody, baby (nobody)
And who can treat you like me (nobody)
Who can give you what you need (nobody)
And who can do you all night long (nobody)
Nobody, baby (nobody)
And the band keeps playing on

I want you right now for my lover
Oh yes I do
Place no one above you
Oh yes I do
If you need love
I'll be right
I'll be right there, baby
Oh yes I will
Oh yes I will baby
Oh yes I will baby

Fake - Korn

I can't believe i've been missing out on koRn. So glad Jeff is in my life to open my ears to some truth.

I can't stand the sight of you
I can't stand what you put me through
Your life's a lie, that you hide
Is it that terrible being you inside?
I can't stand, oh, the thought of you
I can't stand all the things you do
What do you try to justify?
You were just too scared to be you inside
Let!
It all go

(I look) at you, all I see, is a man too afraid to really be

I can't stand what you put me through
I can't stand even the thought of you
Your secret lies that you hide
Is it that terrible being you inside?

You try so hard to be wanted
-False emotions tells you fronted
I feel being a person relies on one thing:
Be yourself, let you come through
you're too afraid to really be
Someone who isn't false, who dosen't care to be
Be yourself, let you come through!

Fake!
-You'll regret it, you'll regret it

Playing with Fire

So, Christina loves Lil Wayne. Plain and simple. Obsession. Words really, cannot describe the excitement that floods my soul when I hear his voice. And how about that new song Prom Queen? HOT. But this is not that song. Its Playing with Fire featuring Betty Wright. Its fucking sweet. And I just find the lyrics awesome, because really... only lil wayne can sing this song because no one else can possibly relate.

So you've got so many diamonds
You wear all the finest clothes
And your grill is shining (shining, shining)
As you're drivin down the streets of gold
But you, can't, blame, me, if I set this stage on fire!

Momma always told me I was crazy
And my ho's say I'm amazing but I don't listen to a lady
But the bitch say I'm hot, and I say no bitch I'm blazin
Like, what the fuck you expect I'm a motherfuckin Cajun
And I feel caged in my mind, it's like my flow doin time
I goes crazy inside, but when it comes out it's fine
Like wine, wait, watch
See I get better with time like a watch
Osh B'Gosh, Posh Spice husband couldn't kick it like I kick it, bitch
I "'Kix" it, no cereal like a landing and I sticks it
Wherever she asks me, after she licks it
That's too explicit, but why you listenin
I smell smoke and somethins sizzlin
That's her pussy, so hey pussy, play wit pussy or play pussy
But you, can't, blame, me, if I set this stage on fire!

(Eh, heh)
They say you're nobody 'til somebody kills you
But where I'm from you're nobody til you kill somebody
And you know what they say
When you're great it's not murder it's assassinate
So assassinate me, bitch
Cause I'm doing the same shit Martin Luther King did
Checkin in the same hotel in the same suite bitch same balcony
Like assassinate me bitch
Swim to him, cheay
I don't rap, I film movies, with my rap
You can call me Mr. Directors chair
Yeah, and that's a wrap
Cut on to the next
Not the next scene, bitch the next check
Some say the X, makes the sex 'spect's
So play wit the pussy or play pussy

So you got so many diamonds (hey pussy, lay pussy)
You wear all the finest clothes (do or die say pussy and I say)
And your grill is shining (I say, lay pussy, lay pussy, lay pussy)
As you're drivin down the streets of gold (hey pussy)
But you, can't, blame, me, if I set this stage on fire! (hey pussy)
(Don't play pussy!)

(Get em!)
Straight off the corner of Apple and Eagle
Brave Heart bitch like the Times I'm medieval
Married to the game, divorced the Cathedral
Standin' on the corner selling porcelean to people
Forced into evil, it's all in your head
It's all so cerebral, call me Knievel
You follow when I lead you
Straight to the needle
The bottles, the battle, the beetles'll eat you
Momma named Cita, I love you Cita
Member when your pussy second husband tried to beat you?
Remember when I went into the kitchen got the cleaver
He ain't give a fuck, I ain't give a fuck neither
He could see the devil, see the devil in my features
You could smell the ether, you can see Cita
You can see the Cita, see the Cita in my features
And she don't play neither

But you, can't, blame, me, if I set this stage on fire!
C3, 3Peat!

Blah, blah, blah. I actually forgot I had this. One of "those" nights when you just make shit out of impulse. haha

Yeah, but music these days... limp bizkit all day. chocolate starfish and the hot dog flavored water is all truth. I feel like I am repeating myself. Hmmm
It serves me justice because i have to work a double this weekend two days in a row and that makes me a sad fuckin panda.

ramble ramble ramble

Somebody to Love, Queen

And then the most amazing person I have ever met... My wonderwall... told me to listen to this song. 

From that moment on, I decided that everything had to be different. And it has been.

I post these lyrics all the time on my myspace. They're just that important. :)

Can anybody find me somebody to love? 
Each morning I get up I die a little 
Can barely stand on my feet 
Take a look in the mirror and cry 
Lord what you're doing to me 
I have spent all my years in believing you 
But I just can't get no relief, Lord! 
Somebody, somebody 
Can anybody find me somebody to love? 

I work hard every day of my life 
I work till I ache my bones 
At the end I take home my hard earned pay all on my own - 
I get down on my knees 
And I start to pray 
Till the tears run down from my eyes 
Lord - somebody - somebody 
Can anybody find me - somebody to love? 

(He works hard) 

Everyday - I try and I try and I try - 
But everybody wants to put me down 
They say I'm goin' crazy 
They say I got a lot of water in my brain 
Got no common sense 
I got nobody left to believe 
Yeah - yeah yeah yeah 

Oh Lord 
Somebody - somebody 
Can anybody find me somebody to love? 

Got no feel, I got no rhythm 
I just keep losing my beat 
I'm ok, I'm alright 
Ain't gonna face no defeat 
I just gotta get out of this prison cell 
Someday I'm gonna be free, Lord! 

Find me somebody to love 
Can anybody find me somebody to love? 

It'll be okay, limp bizkit

I've been listening to limp bizkit since I was in the 6th or 7th grade. I find it amusing because I never realized until recently how angry and deep their lyrics are. Fred Durst and I see eye to eye on a lot of shit. This song... every word of this song describes how I felt when the one person I loved the most broke up with me. Changed my whole life. The ironic part though... I know the first day we ever talked this would happen. No regrets.

It was meant to happen


i just read your letter it says that you'll be gone for a while
everything was gettin' better 

i guess i'm just a fool strung out what to do?

life is through just want to kill myself for you
i wonder just how sympathetic you'll be

you've come to take me under
and i've forgotten all about me

what to do?
my life is through just want to kill myself for you

so tell me why you say goodbye?
and tell me why your fuckin' up my whole life?
yeah, fuckin' up my whole life so,

i'm on my way i leave today
if i get away it'll be ok it'll be ok

i'm looking out a window into a world
that's taken you from me 

and i'm feeling so disgusted how pathet-ic can i possibly be?

what to do?
life is through just want to kill myself for you
so tell me why you say goodbye and tell me why you're fuckin' up
my whole life fuckin' up my whole life so,
i'm on my way i leave today if i get away
it'll be ok it'll be ok

if there's a better place you can take me a better life
you can give me whatever place i can start all over

then i would never need what you gave me 

never need you to save me
and never feel like this life is over 

if there's a better place
you can take me a better life you can give me whatever place
i can start all over then i would never need what you gave me
and never need you to save me and never feel like this life is over
feel like this life is over so,

i'm on my way i leave today
if i can get away

it'll be ok

it'll be ok

WTF

Music is a huge part of my life. Without music, I would be dead. Real Talk. Music lets me know that there are other people who have been where I've been. Seen what I've seen. There are people who understand. Lyrics. Awesome.

So. I want to spread the word of awesome music. Maybe turn you on to a new band or possibly convince you to change your mind about a band you think sucks. Which they may musically, but lyrically you may learn something.

Also, it will help you indirectly get to know me better :)
And if you think this is stupid... I don't give a fuck. double :)

Oh, and please excuse the terrible language that will be used throughout this blog. Their words too. They've got to be used sometimes.. more than others...excessively. Bahaha